A touch of Sweetness

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

back from lunch alr...feel so warm with this hideous weather...very humid...this is the only time when i appreciate being refrigerated by my office...those who doesnt know...my office is like the antarctica at times...your fingers just turns blue...hahaha...

anys..was very hungry today..somehow...dunno why...(i m not pregnant MARISA YEO) ...ate like alot from rochor...fried black carrot cake...hum chi pang..goreng pisang and the sweet potato thingy...rock melon(i need my fruits intake as well:)healthy living...haha...)and my all time fav...SOYA BEAN DRINK:)!!!! and all these cost only $5.70!!!!!wahahaha...at this rate im eating...i am afraid i will grow fat:( all the heaty stuff too...shall have smth lighter tml...and cut down on the fried stuff :)

oh ya...was supposed to meet weijin and sam chew last night at hub...but cldnt as mummy not happy abt me not being at home...so yeah...listened to her and stayed home:( so sorry guys for the last min pang seh....haiz...we shall chill next time again kaes!!!

and and......i wanna buy my havianas slippers online!!!saw many pretty looking ones...but i cant decide...haha...anybody wld like to buy a pair for me...on top of the pair that i will be getting it myself?wahaha...

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

hmmm...kinda feel bored and just feel like ranting all i am feeling out now...

my mood this week has been flunctuating...though not as bad as last week's...but still...it is really taking a toll on my health...it is becos of the "you" that i have been thinking about...shld i or shld i not...want to...but i am scared...i just feel like revealing to you guys who is the "you" and so that the "you"...if you ever read my blog know that i am talking abt you...will come talk to me den...

i wanna really thank my bestie MARISA YEO for like advising me and stuff..and i am a very stubborn person at times...it hasnt been easy on her...and all the contradictions i have within myself....

though i just told her today tat i dun tink i would want to talk or ask that person all i have tinking of alr...but now...if i really search within my heart....i still wanna know the answers to my questions...

i just feel like typing out to "you" all that i wanna say here...but since this is P&C...i will just have to bottle everything up as usual till i let it go one day...

Alicia is drowning in all these...could you just come and help me pls?:(

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

hmmm...updates!!!!

Friday 17.04.09

it was a quiet morning at office as there werent much pple ard...my dear partner wanyu was on leave...my dear "hubby" aka bestie marisa was at school...took half day that day...as i had an interview with marina bay sands...wanna thank God that all went well...i had butterflies in my tummy while waiting for my turn...i do not know whether will i get shortlisted for a second interview...but im gg to leave it all into God's hands...i really dunno which direction shld i take...to study as planned or...to work?

pple...please pray for direction for me as i make my next major decision in life...

met wei'an after interview for dinner and movie at amk hub...poor me din finish my food as i was feeling full and my tummy din feel that good either...and i felt bad as it was his treat and i kinda wasted it:( anys...watched fast & furious 4...i have NEVER watched any fast & furious movie before...so i din know what to expect...overall..i tink it's not bad...some guys had really nice eyes...and the cars were like...O.o!!!!! i wished i owned one of those cool stuff...haha... the girls are gorgeously pretty with nice sexy figure...unlike mine...haha...

he sent me home...very sweet of him as he was so tired alr...and let him see my baby socks...surprisingly...socks only growled a little and let him carry without much struggle...i really tink she has a liking for guys-_-"...haha...

SATURDAY 18.04.09

met kat,alpha and weijin at amk for movie...watched 17 again...i tink it is not bad...i had a good laugh at some parts of the show...and i tink it has a proper story line abt family importance kinda thing...so yeah...it's worth my 8 bucks:)

had macs after the show...as poor us were really hungry as we din really eat anything the whole day...and proceeded for cell afterwhich...and i was early!!!like ya!!!cos i am hardly so early or rather punctual for cell...but it was good...with all the fellowship we shared:)

went home ard 8.30pm...felt really sian on the way home...and im still feeling sian..and pple...it's not becos dennis is at taiwan or anything...it is smth else actually...some stuff that i have been tinking of the whole week...smth that i really wanna talk to YOU abt...to ask YOU abt...but i am scared as it might affect our friendship and all...and it has been heavy in my heart...so wanna let it out...but how how how???

haiz...as of now...this kinda sums up everything that happened the past two days...i tink i will still be moody till i let this feeling of mine out...till the time is right for me to go talk to you...i really hope you know that the "you" is you...and actually come talk to me...but i doubt u know...

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Friday, April 17, 2009

it's finally friday!!! been slping late this whole week and feelinng kinda moody too..abit emo and overly-sensitive...haiz...tml wld be a good day for me to slp in cos it's saturday!!!! hopefully i will feel alot better...

gg for the marina bay sands interview later at redhill...4.30pm...surprisingly im not nervous...hmmm...resume done...educational certs done...wish me all the best peeps!!! though i kinda haven really decided whether to take up the job offer...but i will just go for the interview anyhow and do my best!

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Monday, April 13, 2009

shall take a little break from work and blog abt my weekend that just past:)

Saturday 11.03.09

had easter celebration with the cell at alpha's hse...and u know where is his hse?! it's at west coast rise! it is so far...but i still went for it...wanted to drive there...but when i looked up the street directory, reading all the road directions...i decided maybe it would be alot safer for me to just take the public transport...wahahaha...the ride was abt 45mins to one hour? actually it is not that far..just that his condo is abit inconvenient...and i missed the last shuttle in..so had to cab...haha...

we had BBQ! who bbqs under a hot scorching sunny day?! not really under the sun cos we had shelter over us...but still!!!!! my cg is the only one that i know does that...thank God i managed to tie my hair up...if not i would have M.E.L.T..the weather was a real killer...it could get anybody just feeling so moody and "down"..haha...

finally made our way up to dear alpha's hse at abt 3.30pm...entering his hse was like "wooooow"...aircon was on...cool air was circuiting evenly in his living room!...nice and comfy:) i placed myself comfortably on his sofa!haha...lazy to move anywhere...hee...we had games up next planned by the COUPLE!(alpha & kat) kudos to them cos it is really well planned though we din finish the game...dun wanna blog abt the game...cos i tink it wld be a real long post thingy...but it was fun..the whole hse was filled with warm, and laughters!

the whole session ended abt 6pm as pple had to catch the shuttle bus out...kat,est,tim,christine and me stayed back for MANJONG! i like:)!!! we almost finished 16 rounds...but we cldnt as dear est's boy had arrived to pick us back home...we cld not keep him waiting for us right...so yeah...but it was fun to touch those tiles again since cny:) i want another manjong session soon!

reached home ard 11.30...and poor me...i was beat tired:( and my poor baby socks was waiting for me to go slp that she just slpt next to me on the sofa...damn cute right:) love her to the max...haha... anys...it was also gor's bdae on sat...so here im wishing you.............

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY WEI'AN GOR GOR!!!!!!!

Sunday 12.04.09

woke up really early...6.10am!!! had to reach church by 8am...123 ministry duty at church...with only 6 kids...but it wsa really tiring for me that morning...not becos i ws slpy and tired...but the fact wsa we had 2 crying kids...and they kept crying for abt 1 hour plus...it wsa straining physically and mentally for me...but oh wells..it was a good experience!:)

meet kat to go for 10.30am service at hub...had my ice milo from mac as i was so hungry...din eat as i had to reserve space for lunch...tried my best not to slp during service by popping sweets into my mouth most of the time:)hee...not that the sermon was boring or anything...just that i was plain tired and the cinema seats which is so comfy to sit on din make things any better...

had lunch with cg at sumo hse...some jap food..not very fantastic food though...but it's cheap...so i guess..that explains the crowd during lunch hour...went out with jin after lunch...she wanted to go get her shoes from far east..but the shop was closed...so i guess she gonna try again this weekend...what abt me? i saw many stuff i wanted to get...but i resisted...hahha...dear dennis would be proud of me:)hee...

popped by tangs to say hi to charlotte who was working..unfortunately smth happened when she was at work...so yeah...will not blog abt it...babe...i hope u are ok now! dun worry so much kaes!!!as long as u are safe...that is the most impt! made our way to heeren to get gor's bdae present...in the end...i could not resist it anymore and i bought myself a new puma jacket at check...30% off!!!who could have resisted it huh?hahah...

cld not find a suitable or rather practical prezzie for gor...so decided to msg him and ask...and i am happy that i did...it was alot easier...and finally i bought that little nice prezzie...i really hope he will like it..as i asked alot of stupid qns to the sales person...i am not technology-savvy kinda thingy...so yea...hahaha...in the meantime...dear weijin also found stuffs that she liked and put it on her bdae wishlist...how smart of her!!!...haha...

left town ard 4.15pm to go meet family at expo...went to John Little's sale and bought my memory pilllow, new bolster and mattress protector! adding up to only $50 plus?cheap right..haha...we headed to bedok food centre to have our dinner...was famished...and i had hokkien mee..satay...carrot cake..cheng ting...i know i sound greedy...but come on...we SHARED! hee:) me was a happy girl with all those yummilious food on the table...almost had to roll back home...hahah...

reaching home...bathed my baby...took a shower too...changed my bedsheet and pillow and bolster...it was a real challenge! you guys have to understand that normally dear would do it for me or help me...reason being..firstly...im lazy...secondly..my bed is double decker bed and i slp on the upper deck...so it is not easy kaes...thirdly...i have way too many soft toys lying on ym bed...so ya...ahahah....but i did it! i changed my bedsheets without dear helping me! baby...u must be proud of me kaes!hee....

after which...started abit of my resume to prepare for this fri's interview...hee..abit lazy...but had to start somewhere right?!

hmmm..that kinda sums up my whole weekend...tink it is a pretty long post!haha...will be gg home soon...feeling so tired alr...and me wanna have my din din...plans for this week? gg home everyday punctually after work to plan with baby socks...and family time too..interview at redhill on fri and meeting gor after that for movie and dinner!!!yay-ness!!!

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Friday, April 10, 2009

dear went to taiwan this evening alr...really feel kinda sian without him...been thinking abt this r'ship with him....though both of us are imperfect in our own ways...though sometimes he really pisses me off to the max...but i still love him loads...without him by my side for the past 4 hours alr...makes me feel so insecure...so...i dunno...dun even feel like doing anything...i am missing him to the max...to the max is alr an under-statement...i feel so lost without him...as if my right hand is cut off...

just a tot...no matter how independent a woman can be...i believe she will also need a man by her side to support her, to love her, to care for her...yes she can have many good bestie frens...but having a guy you love by your side and having bestie frens are two totally different feeling...your bestie frens will also have their own family in the future...they cant stick with you thru everything all the time...

dear is only coming back on 28th april...tml is our 43rd month anniversary...time really flies...being with him has brought me so much joy and pain as well...to me...he is my perfect guy...and i will love him always...I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: i really dun feel like gg for easter celebration tml....without him by my side:(nothing is gg to be fun...*cries*

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

took half day leave yday..went to the polyclinic at woodlands to get referral letter to go hospital for some checks...i spent almost 2 hours there! i tell u i will nvr step in there again unless there is a need to...you guys must be wondering why did i go all the way to woodlands poly when there is one at hougang...simply reason was cos i was gg dear's hse later on...haha...

caught confession of a shopaholic too..quite a funny show...how she expressed her love for shopping and stuff...and luke brandon is C.U.T.E...haha..though the storyline is not really according to what i have read..but oh wells...i had a good laugh...

went home feeling so tired and worn out due to the late night ots at work till abt 11-11.30 EVERY NIGHT since last friday...had to help close the accts due to short staff as my acct exec is down with chix pox..and to make things worse...my approved leave was from wed afternoon onwards...so i wun be at office till next mon..so they are even more short-staffed kinda thing...so i wanted to stay back longer to help as much as i can:)

though i was so tired..i took my baby(socks) for a walk...poor girl wanted to go out...so yeah..she was so happy running ard off-leash...busy barking at strangers...as usual...but im happy she had fun...as i had fun spending time with her too...her cuteness just takes all tiredness and burdens away:)

at baby's hse now...waiting for him to prepare finish den out of the hse we go! gg to the bank to open our joint acct and eating swensens...1-for-1 lunch special...and we gg to have an early 43rd month anni celebration today...as he is gg taiwan for training on fri...sianz..........

anys...gg to do lotsa shopping later on too:) hee...my working shoes and havianas slippers broke within this month! I NEED TO BUY MORE SHOES! AND BAGS! AND CLOTHES! AND EVERYTHING! wahahah...

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